16.02.2011

epy aniversry to my dear lov mohd khairil abdul rahman...Alhamdulillah hbgn nie da 4 bln....na hrp hbgn nie smpai ke jinjing plamin......na trlalu syg kan die.....smua die taw psl na...na da crite sgle3 kt die...bgth jg dgn die..antra kmi x ad 1 pom rahsia....na byk da senang n susah dgn die...die pom sme...susang senang dgn na...x  mungkin na mlepas die bgth je...x akan brlaku smua tu....:) wlaupom na nie x kaya mcm owg laen..tp na bhgia dgn khdupan na..na kaya dgn ksih syg fmily,kwn3 n ery...die x penah abaikan na...thnkx to all my fmily,frends n ery.... wlaupom ery nie x encem macm owg laen..tp ati die baek...die pndai hrmat na,owg tua...n slme na kapel dgn die na,die x penah ambik ksmpatan dgn na... die slalu jg g msjid..heheh...na bngga dgn die..die pndai cri kje..ery x penah duduk diam je..ad je kje die nk bt.... na tgk ery pndai pjuk bdk3..ske kan bdk..bt susu baby...so na rse die da ad ciri3 yg na nk slme nie..pndai bt smua tu..kaya itu x pnting yg pnting kasih syg smpai ke mati...tanpa kasih syg hdp x bhgia............. lgpom na penah kapel dgn owg kya nie..bkn na nk bngga utk crite tp nie pngalam na..xbf na nie mmg kya la... nk ap sje die bg..tp 1 je...kurang ksih syg..ad3 je alasn die..nk g sni nk g sna..last3 skli Allah nk tnjuk pda na yg die ad gurl laen..fuh..mmg sakit la..tp na bersyukur kpada Allah tnjuk kbenaran pada na..ALLAH masih syg pd na...tu pngalam na..tp x smua mcm tu..na bgth ap yg penah na penah kne sblm nie....

14.02.2012...

epy valentine day to my lov mohd khairil...after night ery wish epy vlentine day to me..hehhe... sy taw vlentine nie x baek smbt,haram.....kite owg x smbt pom just wish jew..hehhe.....smlm na gduh dgn ery...die skrg nie nmpk laen je..x taw la knp..fuh...die mrh3 je smlm..n smlm die ckp na bdk3..bdk3 ke ak nie??????????yela.na taw na nie x matang..bdk3 lg...yea mmg na trasa sgt smlm...lpas tu da ok da..die minta sory dgn na..na da mafkan die...die ajak na tido smlm tp na xmo..na ckp b tido la dlu..yunk nk tenang fkiran..na nangis smlm...sdih la gop ble die ckp mcm tu..na byk da trasa ati dgn die..tp na diam je..na x mo keadaan lbh parah..na byk mgalah stiap kli gduh.klu na ego.die ego..spe yg nk mgalah... mslah kcil nnti trus jd bsar..na x mo jd mcm tu...na x taw pe lg yg hrus na bt lg nk die epy...bio la na sakit pom asl die epy..tu je na nk...na x mo owg yg na syg sakit mcm mne na rase sakit...bio na sakit sorg je... Ya Allah..na x kuat untk mghrungi smua dugaan nie...na ske cite mslh nie kt owg laen..tp smua x fhm na..baek na diam je..n dlm blog nie na luah smua yg trbuku dlm ati na.... YaAllah...hnye DIRIMU tmpat na mgadu...na sorg insan yg lemah...na da x kuat untk mgharungi smua nie...na syg die sgt3..tp knp na je fhm die sdangkan die x bbrapa fhm na...sedih3...tp ap blh na bt.... die slalu nk mrh3..kdang3 na x brslah pom na kne...aduyai...smlm na nangis je...laju air mata na mgalir smlm...Ya Allah...kuatkan hamba mu nie;...bio la na sabar n tabah mghdapi stiap dugaan yg dtg.... Amin...

smlm na kuar dgn cousin na..pastu die singgah kt butik pngatin..fuh..lwa3 la brg pngtin....dlm ati na..fuh ble la ak dpt kwen...hehehe...tp mslh nye nk kwen mcm mne....duit x dop la...klu ad duit..da kwen da..nie na tunggu kje...dpt kje nnti na nk kmpul duit..na bjet dlm 3 thn lg na kwen la dgn ery..insyAllah.... myb dlm thn 2014 na kwen la..na pom da bncng dgn ery..ery pom ckp mcm tu....now msing3 nk kumpul duit..klu x ad duit mcm mne nk kwen....ery ckp klu x ad duit mcm mne nk jge ank dare owg....nk bg mkn pe klu x ad duit..erm..btol gop ery ckp tu...na skong..x kn lpas kwen kite nk hdp susah kan...x kan nk brgntung lg dgn fmily kan...na tgk spupu na smlm byk gop nk gune duit.yela kad kwen..plamin n bju pngatin...khemah,mkanan n give pd tetamu..fuh..byk nye duit..fmily na nie ramai dri kdua blah phak..fmily mama n ayh...ayh ckp klu 1 ekor lmbu x ckup..ckup untk fmily die je..bis mcm mne lop fmliy mama n my frendz??ayoyooyo...kne kumpul duit byk3 nie..mama ckp mse kwen nnti kne smpan rm1000 kt umh...yela tkut nie x ckup,itu x ckup..nk cri mne.n nnti kelam kbut..aduh..........susah jg nk kwen nie..hehehe..ingt senang je...na dah fkir klu blh na nk bt akad nikah kt umh na n pkai bju warna cream or puith...n prsandingan wrne hjau or pink....dgn blik n plamin wrne hjau or pink...hehehe..klu belah ery lop wrne purple...insyAllah.....doakan pnjg kan hbgn kite owg nie smpai ke akhir hyat..........bio la na sabar n tabah dlm mghadpi dugaan dlm hbgn na dgn ery... insyAllah..............:)

video nie khas untuk mohd khairil.......trime kasih syg cz b trime yunk dlm hdp b.....ilove u so much my dear....

09.02.11....

 my hubby.......

nie pkwe na..n bakal suami na..insyAllah....
nme die mohd khairil b.abdul rahman...
na syg n cinta die sgt3...slme nie rmai yg mpermaenkan na..
sakit tu memng la sakit tp nk bt mcm mne...smua tu dugaan bg na..tp Allhamdulillah smua nie da x brlaku smnjak ery mncul dlm hdp na...na x akan tinggal die..die sgle3 nye bg na..susah n senang na dgn die....die je fhm na...na pling tkut ble gduh..yela...gduh3 nie blh smpai khncuran rumah tangga..na minta jauh skali.....16.02.11 nie ckup hbgn na dgn die 4 bln...Alhamdulillah na bhgia dgn die sgt3...na nk kbahgiaan nie smpat nyawa na yg trakhir.....na pom byk jg kekurangan tp die blh trime smua tu..na pom leh trime kkurangan n klebhan pd die.....ap3 pom na bhgia sgt3 dgn die......na bngga dpt bf mcm die...fhm na,jujur dgn na..thnkx sayang.....erm....na rindu die sgt3:( bke la dpt jupe die..bkn x nk jupe die tp keadaan x mgizinkan.....klu blh na nk jupe die slalu.....nk tgk mata die..na tgk muka die..na slalu kalah dgn die klu na bertentangan mata...aduyai na blh kalah dgn die...na suke cra ery layan na mse jupe....romantik.............ap3 pom na brsyukur pada Allah krana kurniakan sorg bf yg mmhami na...trime kasih sayang.......................i lov u......